10/2/24

updates in my diary from the past few weeks! dont know how much ill do but im back!

9/13/24

trying to update more of the site!

9/12/24

my week has been exhusting and slow moving. i havent had too much going on but being on a high with what might be a manic episode but could aslo be add. it's been productive-ish though...i've been trying to learn a few new things. hyperfocusing on anything that strikes my intrest of the time being. from relearning math and finding out that i actually really enjoy it but my dyslexia got in the way a lot and made things very difficult. i also learned how to do all of this! my brain has been so busy and i can't focus on anything except my spicific things.

i have d&d tonight and i am excited about that but hope i can stay paying attention the entire time (spolier warning: she was not paying attention) but all i can think about everything but also nothing. it's exhusting.

i don't know what else to put on here. there isn't much that's too interesting about myself. i try to get by in life but i feel like i'm constantly flailing around with no direction. i want to do art and i feel like i don't have the energy, money or space. i want to work out but i don't have the money. i want to be able to take classes. i can't wait to be able to do what I want to do.

9/13/24

trying to update more of the site!